UPDATE??

You are dead to me.

Hope you and that beaver looking cunt get happily married and have children that are as closed minded and co-dependent as you are.

I'm glad you ka-blocked me. I was sick and tired of sucking up and trying to make up for mistakes. I was sorry, I showed sympathy and shame in every way I could. You were merciless and heartless; No better than I was. There's no justification in becoming the very thing you hated so much.

By the way, the whole situation was complete bullshit. It's almost half a year later, and she's still talking dumb shit?? We hardly talked, I could count the number of actual interactions we had. You and her can talk about it til your faces turn blue, but to bring it to my friend who's got no part in it?? And just being a spiteful turd?? Grow the fuck up. And you semi-defended her for that. Only shows how deep rooted your ignorance is. It's not about consequence for the things I did at all, who are you to say what I deserve?? It's just simple immaturity and dumbness, that all I asked for was for it to be stopped.

You guys can play your little highschool games, I'm glad I'm out now. Keep running your mouths and believing the world owes you something for a shitty 6 month relationship. It happens everyday. "Some people just don't fit"

And if that makes me a terrible monster of a person, so be it. It's your eyes that see me that way. Not everyone else's. Perhaps there's a reason for that. We'll probably never figure it out though.

I'm sorry you were hurt, I'm sorry if you are still hurting. I am not sorry to her, she can go choke on the shit that spews out of her face hole.
But YOU; I owe you the sun and the moon. Because I loved you.

Unfortunately, I can't GIVE you the sun or the moon. So I'll take these memories and what little bit I have to remember you by, and I'll disappear for you. It's the least I can do.

I was saving it as a last resort.. because it wasn't what I wanted. But I FINALLY give up completely and entirely. Like you wanted. You win now. It's all over. It's over forever, I'm done forever, this is the end of everything. We opened a book in September of 2009 when we met, and as of October 1st 2010, we wrote the last page we had to write. And we closed it.

Good luck in the Navy. Good luck in life.

Be strong. Be courageous. Be EVERYTHING you can.

Adios, love.